hutchforever

Its been 3 years that really changed my life since my field trip with my 1st batch mates in my beloved college. normally, i just tell my confessions what i did bad to my college and then, one person tolds me to move on and take the new challenge and i accept it.

it is a painful start, but in time i realized that this is the beginning of new life in college. the real bad thing is, im shift to another college to finish a technical course (BSMATH). i really felt a combination of happiness and sadness for this but i remember the promise that i made to that person and my batch mates.

i really enjoyed and revived my old self again. the worst thing in my course is i felt neglected to that person who changed my life on the field trip. she’s on a unpredictable character and she don’t like to see me again. i cried on her because i really care on her. i felt a knife stabbing at my back.

since i graduate on my first course, i just want to have a job and have a good life but the challenge that i promised to her is not over and i take a second course on my old college on a packaging engineering course. i really want to prove to my old batch mates that i will finish this course for a reason, personal reason that is.

since then, even i really want to forget her in time but the small words that she said to me will never be erased to my mind. i don’t understand why, but i felt on a confusion. God knows why He used this person. i felt that there are signs that she will come to me someday. i advised to my teachers that she is not a ordinary person but a person that will be part of my life.

for now, im still praying for her and to my opinion, she is the last resort when it comes to helping to solve problems. I don’t want to mention her name on a public but i want this as an example that when you are down, there is still a chance to stand up and move on.